mirrors, circuses, masks, nebulas, and i have no idea how to analzye any of this..i don't want overt symbolisim, religion blah blah blah, lets make art, fuck, well i guess we could make that but it might be a part of a different industry, free free free art world, are we really? snot in my throat gross gross gross, legs, mouths, mirrors, glitter, costumes, film noir, spotlights, weird lighting ideas, partially lit scenes, shots shot from the floor, all citizen kane style where we can see the celing, ummmmmmmmmm, confidence confidence confidence, kittens, no not kittens, music always music. out of tune accordions, stories, creepy voices, how to make a creepy woman character that isn't seen as a sex object like every other woman character seems to be. i'm thinking twiggy makeup..maybe a bit ironic, oh fuck, overt symbolisim blah blah blah rant rant rant, i want characters with substance, not just characters with sex appeal BORING BORING BORING. sexy things are so boring. well, most of the time anyway. the smiths the cure, the cure closer to you do do do do do do ahhhh, spiderman is having me for dinner tonight (synth solo)  fuck design. i hate that i just changed the font size. rebel! rebel! let's start a revolution, we don't know what about yet but it starts now